一年的回忆

我们在一起将近一年了，
这一年里谢谢你为我们两人的恋爱制造了如此多的回忆。
在这一年里，我们争吵的次数可以说是无数次了。
可是我们依然不说分手，这是因为我们都执着着对方。
或许两人都没有察觉到，可是我们无意识下已经确认了。
永远的另一半就是你。

谢谢你，这一年里，我有了吵架的经验。
谢谢你，这一年里，我有了成熟的空间。
谢谢你，这一年里，我有了谈一年恋爱的经验。
谢谢你，这一年里，我有了一个甜蜜的伴侣。

一年的回忆，拍的照片并不多。
因为你不喜欢拍照，所以我也没有勉强你。
照片的数量可以说是少得可怜，可是回忆录却全记载在我脑海里了。

谢谢你，这一年里，我爱你了。
谢谢你，这一年里，我想娶你了。
谢谢你，这一年里，我不想放弃我们的恋情。
谢谢你，这一年里，我们学会了继续为我们共同的未来前进。

time

one more week of chinese lunar month and it will be the date she passed away.
time pass by quickly without u noticing, savor what u can from the time.
u might not have another chance to change what has happen.
saw a few post on fb today. someone died at the age of 18, made me thinking back of my class mate from form 5. he died at the age of 19. cause? cancer, or leukimia.
life is set out to go on its own course...
another post was that my cousin broke up with her 3 yr bf.
reason? she fell for someone else.
lol is all i can say...
3 yrs that is not a short moment.
trust and love was built up on that 3 years,
but she shattered everything because of someone else?
though i am not sure if that is the truth,
but if that is the truth.
i pity both her and her ex...

p.s. will my relationship get the same ending?

tired

i'm feeling tired to give in to you everytime we quarrel.
thats not love, that is just to surrender to you even if i m not in the wrong.
i really feel like giving up on everything.
you can't really be mature.
all you do is to threaten me on everything.
as if if you did something that i want you to be,
it will definitely turn out the bad way.
have you ever thought of how i felt.
sometimes i just freaking fed up with you.
i want to let go but i have promises that i made to you.
i dont want to give up cause i believe that we can be a better couple.
but u always prove my wrong.
i m really tired...
my friend told me not to be with someone just because i m lonely.
i m not afraid of loneliness,
its just that i m afraid i would make the wrong choice.
there is a lot of memories between me and you.
but the sweetness stop as if the merry go round stopped.

THIS IS THE TIME FOR CHANGE

Things To Change:
1:::::Get whole heartedly in studying,even if i m working part time i will put my mind on my studies rather than work,from now on i can make it.
-----I can get the best result alongside my studies and receive a scholarship happily by 2012

2:::::Stop falling for people that won ever fall for me
-----I can stop falling in love for people that will never ever fall in love for me

3:::::Get a better personality,change my temper,be more friendly,forget all the bad stuff once it happens
-----I can forget unhappy things whenever it happens to me,and be positively happy all the time from now on till the day i die

4:::::Take care of my relationships better,no matter if its between me and my family or me with my other half/her family
-----I can take care of me,my family,my girlfriend,my friends,my girlfriends family with charisma and laughter from now on till the day i die

5:::::I will change according to how i planned now
------I can change to the person i wish to be,the better person that i strongly want to be starting from this minute this second till the day i die

getting USED

It's not the term being used by others but the way of feeling used to it,
routine,
habit
call it what you may.
but it's just another way of feeling normal with everything.
There is actually nothing wrong with that.
Feeling in the flow,
follow wat used to be unroutine and making it a routine.

One day it will become normal,
u might feel bothered by it.
But's thats just how things are,
u might b bothered that ur wearing a ring on your hand but as time goes by u slowly get used to it,
and u wont ever feel uneasy at all again.

You are the same to me,
LOVE is the same to me,
everything will change from being uneasy,excited,or anxious bout it,
into a habit or routine.
I cannot ever lose u and i hope that day wont come

错的时间

曾经在错的时间爱上错的人，
试过错的时间去错的地方，
有经验因为错的时间二手了肉体上的伤，
痕迹因为错的时间爱上错的人留在心中。

总是在错的时间，
在错的地方，
遇上错的人，
爱上错的人。

人生总是错误，
但决对不放弃，
错误有时会是珍贵的经验，
即使错了也要知道你学到了东西。

有些东西在错的时间说了出来，
但是因为是错的时间所以不会有结果，
即使没有结果也要坚持保护自己现在拥有的，
因为或许放弃了就会失去一切。。。

错的不是时间，
错的是我冲动。
错的不是你我，
错的是不肯等待的心。。。

p.s.即使你的问题的答案是yes那又能怎样？
即使时间能重来，你会选择做出不同的选择吗？

疯狂

呼~~~
好久没有那么疯狂的玩了。
犹如一阵风吧所有的犹豫都吹走了，
留下快乐和疯狂给我，
让我快乐的玩耍
谢谢

灵感

灵感的停止，
无助的写词。
无聊的日子，
颓废的样子。

每天的我，
没有上班，
收拾心情读书，
却还是一如既往的感觉颓废。

想要些部落格，
却没有什么东西想写，
或许它已不再是我发泄的天空，
反而是把一切不开心或开心的全都从回忆消除。
灵感的停止不是我故意的，
只是它不在出现，
没有了它，
写作也没有感觉。。。

这成为了我如今的日子

开眼对着电脑，
出门对着摩托，
回家对着电脑，
闭起眼对着黑暗。

叙旧

好久我们都没有半晚时出去玩了，
就这样的我们玩到将近三点。
有种三缺一的感觉，
他会回来的，
只是时间会久。
等待只会让聚在一起的时候，
更为感动。

茫然

生活已经到达了五分之一的地步，
我却还是没有找到生活目标。。。
人生走了这么长的路却只是面对如此的未来。。。

第一次

第一次用自己的电话上网写部落格感觉有点奇怪，时间是凌晨四点多。
为什么还醒着呢？因为我在做工，有点爱睡。
这是第一份半夜还在做的长期工，有点担心自己身体健康状况。
但是又有什么办法呢…鸟为食亡人为钱_。。。尔，还是别说那个字好了。
其实也没什么好写的，乱扯一通罢了…哈哈，早安大家
当你们都在家睡觉时我却是在做工喔，又有什么办法呢，不同人不同命吧。
在这里学会看人也不错。
爱姐我写东西了，只是没有内涵的东西，还满意吧哈哈