time

one more week of chinese lunar month and it will be the date she passed away.
time pass by quickly without u noticing, savor what u can from the time.
u might not have another chance to change what has happen.
saw a few post on fb today. someone died at the age of 18, made me thinking back of my class mate from form 5. he died at the age of 19. cause? cancer, or leukimia.
life is set out to go on its own course...
another post was that my cousin broke up with her 3 yr bf.
reason? she fell for someone else.
lol is all i can say...
3 yrs that is not a short moment.
trust and love was built up on that 3 years,
but she shattered everything because of someone else?
though i am not sure if that is the truth,
but if that is the truth.
i pity both her and her ex...

p.s. will my relationship get the same ending?

tired

i'm feeling tired to give in to you everytime we quarrel.
thats not love, that is just to surrender to you even if i m not in the wrong.
i really feel like giving up on everything.
you can't really be mature.
all you do is to threaten me on everything.
as if if you did something that i want you to be,
it will definitely turn out the bad way.
have you ever thought of how i felt.
sometimes i just freaking fed up with you.
i want to let go but i have promises that i made to you.
i dont want to give up cause i believe that we can be a better couple.
but u always prove my wrong.
i m really tired...
my friend told me not to be with someone just because i m lonely.
i m not afraid of loneliness,
its just that i m afraid i would make the wrong choice.
there is a lot of memories between me and you.
but the sweetness stop as if the merry go round stopped.